To-do List

1. drink more water 2. Play DDR 3. become more confident 4. Learn to cook 5. Get to know the comic book super heroes 6. lose 80 pounds and keep it off 7. dance more often 8. read more science fiction 9. improve my German 10. build my portfolio 11. learn to crochet 12. finish ten original beading projects 13. create a WordPress theme 14. tattoo my entire back 15. go to a hockey game 16. Identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)

Sometimes I wonder how people manage to be so stupid. This person with the black Wii? They still owe me a nunchuck, motion plus, and either the game they told me they had, or else back for the game so I can purchase it elsewhere. This transaction began on the 8th of this month and its still not finished because they can’t make up their mind how it is they want to try to screw me.

Supposedly the motion plus is on the way. The nunchuck? First them told me they already mailed it, then a few days later they offered me in place of it. Okay, did you or did you not mail the damned thing already? The game which I have heard just abut everything- I never told you I had it, I don’t remember saying that, I don’t have a game like that… I asked for $25 back so I can purchase the game somewhere else. They replied with okay, it will be in the mail (I’m not holding my breath here) tonight. That was yesterday. Today I get “Okay, I send you $20 today.” Okay, but that is not what we agreed on.

If they come back with one more retarded screw you message I am escalating this another notch into ’s hands directly. They also sent me a message today begging me not to do that. Maybe they should get their shit together… just a thought there. I am being extremely nice and patience trying to work it out between myself and them. Somehow I don’t think it will work.I’m glad this isn’t my first experience with or I would never go back again.

That aside, I still feel not very me at all. My eating has been awful, and I just don’t feel motivated to do anything. If it wasn’t so damned hot I probably really would stay in bed all day, but its marginally cooler in the living room. We did have our first actual yoga class today and I felt a little better afterward, but still not all here. ♥ Sweetums ♥ is being insanely patient with me and putting up with my withdrawal, but I feel bad because he shouldn’t have to put up with it; it shouldn’t be happening at all. Of course he is also asking me to just please talk to him when something is bugging me, but how am I supposed to talk about something when I don’t even know what it might be? *sigh* That’s the part I hate the most. He suggested it may be an issue with my medication but I don’t think it is.

I told my mom I would put some video files she found in my dad’s computer stuff onto a DVD so she can watch them on the TV when I come out this Friday. Hopefully I will remember to download the program I need and bring it with me before I head out there- dial up connections are teh suck for anything bigger then a picture. There’s still a few files that she found that we haven’t viewed yet because they are not in a friendly format… I keep thinking she is gonna open one and there is just gonna be porn. hehe

Some people are just determined to be difficult. That Wii system I bought off ? The one with remote, nunchuck, and Sports Resort? It has been nothing but a hassle from the get go.

First the guy tells me he shipped it but he wants me to ship it back when I get it because he knows I didn’t pay him. I tell him payment was through PayPal to the address he gave, and cleared my bank on the 9th. That day he gives me three different tracking numbers for the package, none of which turn out to be any good.

Today, the 16th, the package arrives Parcel Post when he said he was shipping Priority. I open it. There’s the Wii and the cables, the sensor bar, and a remote. There’s Sports, but no nunchuck or Sports Resort as I specifically asked about and he assured me was in there.There’s also no Motion Plus.

I emailed him yet again asking if he mailed those separately for some reason as they are not in the box. I can bet I won’t get an answer from him either and will have to go through . All I want at this point is what I bought, so he should either send them to me or refund me enough that I can buy them somewhere else instead. *sigh* Needless to say I have opened a dispute with him via .

Oh, and after emailing the seller of Lost season 4 three times to ask if they shipped it yet and not getting a response, it finally came in the mail. They never did contact me either way, so my feedback for them was less then outstanding. I gave them good stars for everything but communication though.

Tonight my clothing auctions on close out. The first one did already and it didn’t sell so I relisted it at a lower price. Its a really nice dress, only worn once, and I bought it for abouot $60 or $80, but I’d be happy to get $10 out of it. Really happy. The other item that closed already is my brown and turquoise skirt which I loved, but its just too big and too difficult to take in as needed or I would have kept it.

Pretty much everything else will close while I am at lunch with Sweetums tonight. I am hoping the bids will go up collectively another $10. but if not, that’s okay. As it is right now the total of the bids are about $64. plus the little extra I will make off of shipping. That’s a huge chunk of what I paid on my insane “WTF are you doing?!?” spending this morning that I totally can’t justify no matter how I try to.

What did I do you ask? Well, you know how my Wii has a software mod so I can play games copied to an external harddrive? There are games I want that I can’t find to download, and some of those require the system software to be updated in order to play them. And I’ve also been wanting the Wii Sports Resort disc and Motion + controller add-ons, so when I found a great deal for a whole new system, remote, nunchuck, motion plus, resort, and sports, I bid and I won. And its in BLACK. I’ll now have two Wiis, one white for my mods and one black for standard games. Makes me wish I had more clothes to sell though… lol.

I played the Wii again tonight for a while, and burned off a bowl of rice, according to the game. Assuming I can manage to not get into any more food today, I will have finished off my day off staying pretty much POP. I weighed in when I got up and the scale read 200. I am not happy about that as the last time I weighed in I was at 193.5. That’s after one week of not eating to plan and guzzling milk and eating cheese pretty much the whole time. :( Sad panda. Really hoping when I weigh in tomorrow it will be nice to me and say 199.5 or less. Not holding my breath, but it will be nice.

Why am I posting these? Because I just discovered the macro function on my camera and took my first ever close-up pictures that are clear. They do beg a question though- is there dust in space?

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